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Shmitty08
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Name: Shmitty
Country: United States
State: Michigan
Metro: Grand Rapids
Birthday: 1/11/1990
Interests: I like music. I like brand new, the varsity, something corporate, to name a few. I can draw some wicked twisted things. i sit in my bed every day after school in the dark wishing i had some one to talk to or do things with.
Expertise: I take up space.
Occupation: Thinking
Industry: Construction
Message: message me
AIM:  shmittylive06
Member Since:
2/17/2006
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| well i give up on u lazy people i will have two then happy | | |
| im sick of the name shmitty08 so...
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| As look back on my life it makes me smile. I’m only 16 and I see all I have done and it makes me laugh. I wish I have pictures to help me remember. Yes bad things have happen to me, bad reputation, anger, broken heart, hate, lies, cheating, steeling, fighting, drugs, drinking, some much more. Yes it makes me sad when I think of those things but I see now how they made me the person I am today. I would never change one thing that I have done. I have had so much fun and I will always have fun, but I have learned from my mistakes. I don’t know why I took me so long to realize that I am who I am and nothing can change that. I always thought that if I could change one thing in my life I would be a better person. But ok with who I am now so I’m not the smart and it’s hard for me to read and write I’m ok with it. I’m a good person I always felt that I was worthless but I was wrong. I have made a change in people’s life’s I’m looked up to. I’m happy that I’m alive, I’m happy that I have made my mistakes so then in the future I can deal with it. My heart has been broke I just need to let go for get it. I was wrong and she does not like it that I’m still clinging to her. But I love her she told me later she will be ready to try again. I just have to be there for her she will get other boy friends and I don’t want to think of that but she will. I will get her in the end just have to wait. I look at when I was so innocent I don’t wish that I was at all because how could I live my life with it. As time runs by I see that we all are not that different we all have are ups and downs but in the end we are all people and we will all die. Why cant we all be friends, why do we have to fight is it because of human nature. I see that every person out there are sad and as they hide it from the world they don’t want people to know that they sit there every night crying asking God why they are this way and they cant change. We all can change we all can be that true person in side of are self. We just need to let that person out. So there are people that will hate that person but then are they really your friend if you have to be a sort in way to be there friend. Me in a thinker I’m a man who needs to be told slowly and simply, but I can give the best answer in the world all you have to do is listen and pay attention to me and try to under stand what I’m saying. I care for you all because that is me and I want to help you just need to let me in. no I’m not going to stop having wild fun but I will be more careful.
Party on
And
Rock out. | | |
| look at what u got
look at what u lost
look at what still needs u
look at what u really want
look were ur heart is
look!!!
im looking for something r u? | | |
| Can you here the wind blow,
Its calling my name,
Its telling me some thing.
Jump, Jump,
It tells me
Let your body fall,
You have no reason to be here,
No one wants you.
I should listen to the wind,
Its right, its always been right,
As the grown gets closer,
I think,
Of what it will be like,
How will every thing be,
I’m just a anther dead splatter body on the grown,
The wind was right. | | |
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